ermm.....

hey guys, sori for nt updating fer so long... its just that fer the past few months there is a lot going through my mind. fer instance my n lvls(although its over), i'm still thinking about the results. i hope i make it to sec 5 next year... promised to someone already... nothing interesting...hey, have u guys felt like you are always being followed? for the past few weeks, i have felt someone following me everywhere. but theres no one there.. im sure its not ghosts...(fer 3H you know what i mean). thefeeling grows stronger when im alone at home...its like being in detention where the teachers keep an eye on you... well gtg fer now...the feelings coming back... see u guys

hmm...

al right guys here's the line up...has been a few months since i have started work and i can tell u guys i am nt regretting every single minute of it... meeting new friends was the best thing ever so it is a good experience fer me... my pay's coming out on sat and i'll need to get new shoes fer work... the rest is fer u guys and i think that the rest of my pay i will use it fer the plan that didnt work last week(i tink)...yah and nab, if u're reading tis...please forgive khai and come on man let go of the painful past. if it will onli drag u down and hurt u emotionally, y keep it right? so forget about all that have happen between u two...i know ure trying to prove something to him but make sure dont get hurt in the process k? i'll be here if u need me. and khai stop treating her as the enemy. cmon u guys break and instantly become enemies? i prefer before when u guys are still friends. if i know tis will happen, i would have stop u guys from having the relationship.like my class are always saying now,choices have consequences.i have a special advice that i want to dedidate to nab and khai.learn to let go of the past and keep moving forward...if u guys don patch up, at least be friends again kays? thts it fer nw...posting another post one fine day

sori guys...

hey guys...sori fer the recent late updates. so wats up lately? well fer starters...i broke up wif syafiqah already...long story so who wants to know come see me k? then last thurs till sat was our adam khoo workshop. its some kind of workshop that is held every year fer the sec 4 badge. it teaches us on basic studying skills and mind mapping. its quite fun actually. the first day was all filled with laughter as all the trainers was making us laughing to rev us up. the secong day was emotional a bit as candice, one of the trainers, was talking about the importance of family and our parents. as expected all of the girls were crying first but then even the boys started to cry. i do nt deny that i did nt cry but her words cut deep into my heart. i felt guilty towards my parents as i have one many horrible things that i think that i could never undo it. the third day was quite sad too as we have to read the notes to our parents. the one that i felt most sorry for was my classmate. we call her nurul. she came from an unhappy family like me but i find her to be amazingly strong. with her kind of attitude of hardworking, i believe that someday she can achieve her ambition of becoming a lawyer. me, i just have to adjust my attitude towards studying as my attitude towards life has perfected. i stayed optimistic about everything in my life. i try to be cheerful at all times so that i do nt worry my peers, no matter how hard it will sometimes...

Life is tough

before the start of school ard last two weeks or so, i felt the pressure of being a n level student. tons of work keep coming in and out. i find it quite hard to cope but i was lucky to have a very supportive person beside me always and the friends that gives me confidence in myself to succeed in my studies. but within these few days or so, fiqah kept asking me whether i would leave her fer somebody else...i didn't understand at all. she knew that i loved her before and is still loving her now so why is she asking me an absurd question?its true that we must understand a person's attitude and their character to better understand them but i have tried. i now noe that it is hard to understand girls, but i noe that it is nt impossible. but if anyone out there who can offer me some advice on my problem wif fiqah, please i'm open and give me whatever advice that u tink can help me... i now am currently feeling down as the 'break-up'message had appeared to me but it was cancelled as i pleaded wif her nt to let me go. i told her that it was her choice whether to continue tis relationship or nt. i also told her that if she finds that tis relationship has no more meaning, i will agree on the break-up but she gave it a thought and finnaly she didn't want a break-up as she still finds me 'worth-having'. i guess im just lucky to have her.

It has been a quite a busy month fer mie. I did nt even have time to go out wif fiqah but i still keep contact wif her so we feel tat we do nt often meet but we still feel close to each other. Since i have started working in kfc,i been occupied wif work and my shift usually do nt favour our time to be wif each other. But its woth it as my pay's coming in on d 7 jan. I have decided what to buy with my pay.Maybe a necklace or a bracelet for her. U guys out there help me decide what to buy fer her. Which is better? My budget is about $250 so maybe its quite okay. Last saturday and sunday is quite a romantic day fer my cousin as that was his wedding day. Congrats fer him.So helped him with the 'kendarat' and by the time i reached home, i was bushed. I called fiqah before going to sleep. No offence fiqah but when u were talking at that point of time, i onli heard was murmuring. I washed my face and by the time i was refreshed to talk to her, she told me that she was tired and wanted to sleep.Sweet irony thats wad i sae. Tats it fer tis time.Gotta go settle some stuff b4 going to bed. Byes...

haha

Yesterday was quite a fun day for everyone that was involved.I called iskandar to come down to lepak as per usual. Before that i went to loyang point to get a jab that was compulsory fer my to start work. Then i went to eastpoint to get my pay and i bought a new psp,it is purple btw, then i called iskandar tomeet me at his void deck. We then proceed to blk 243 and played cards whatsoever. We then met zafri and we chilled fer a while. The worst thing was i could not modify my psp to fit any games into my memory stick. Kinda sad. Then is's sis called him to ask whether we wanna lepak with her frens and her. We was like okay as both of us do not mind. We went home as our clothes was nt the kind of clothes that is quite okay or 'selekeh'. Then the funny thing happened. I stepped on a puddle and then i fell on my back. The funny thing was it was in slow motion. Iskandar laughed and told me not to disturb him fer 'shuffling' anymore. We laughed all the way home. We met at the same spot and we waited fer his sister. It was almost an hour of waiting. I also said that girls would take a very long time to get ready.Its not like ur meeting ur boyfriend so wads up with making people waiting? No offence girls.Ard 845pm, we then went home. Haha funny and a wierd day...

blind date?

Today was a fun dae for me. But the funniest thing was my date todae at about 7pm. At first i was bored so i texted her what she was doing den she invited me out fer a movie. She den said to bring my little bro along. I surely asked why since he will onli be a gooseberry. She told me questions later so i kept quiet. I met wif her at vivocity at about 6 30 pm wif mie little bro. She was wif a a girl about the same as my little bro's age but only a few weeks younger. She said tat that was her cuz from austrlia to stay wif her. We brought them along on our date n they don't seem to notice tat fiqah n i was wif them. A blind date?Love at first sight? Haha funny actually.U met someone and den u fell in love wif her fer onli 5 mins. We sent the girls home and headed home. on our way home, he told me tat their next date going to be exciting as he had an idea of a surprise.I was surprised to see my bro had a strong impression on her until they could nt forget each other...As they sae, love IS blind...