The Pain that never Fades Away

Monday, February 16, 2009

sori guys...

hey guys...sori fer the recent late updates. so wats up lately? well fer starters...i broke up wif syafiqah already...long story so who wants to know come see me k? then last thurs till sat was our adam khoo workshop. its some kind of workshop that is held every year fer the sec 4 badge. it teaches us on basic studying skills and mind mapping. its quite fun actually. the first day was all filled with laughter as all the trainers was making us laughing to rev us up. the secong day was emotional a bit as candice, one of the trainers, was talking about the importance of family and our parents. as expected all of the girls were crying first but then even the boys started to cry. i do nt deny that i did nt cry but her words cut deep into my heart. i felt guilty towards my parents as i have one many horrible things that i think that i could never undo it. the third day was quite sad too as we have to read the notes to our parents. the one that i felt most sorry for was my classmate. we call her nurul. she came from an unhappy family like me but i find her to be amazingly strong. with her kind of attitude of hardworking, i believe that someday she can achieve her ambition of becoming a lawyer. me, i just have to adjust my attitude towards studying as my attitude towards life has perfected. i stayed optimistic about everything in my life. i try to be cheerful at all times so that i do nt worry my peers, no matter how hard it will sometimes...